i miss her.

I feel as if a part of me went missing, when you were gone. I feel like we were so close, too close that i can never be as close as i was with you with anyone else. You were basically just like my sister, i could tell you anything and everything and you would give me advice and help me out and be there for me whenever i needed you to be there for me. EVEN if it was at 1:00 in the morning. Now that we fought over the dumbest shit ever, and we realized our mistakes. I believe i see now how many good memories i had with you, and how i would like to turn back time and make a million more. Hopefully things could go back to the way it use to be or ten times better. So many missed memories, so many things we can fix, NONE of this i regret with you because i told you before and i promised you. I wanted to grow old with you and race you in our old age home with our wheel chairs. We just need to forget about our past and start off with a clean slate. Please let this summer be a summer to remember, an insane summer that i won't regret or forget at all.