babe

I wish today never happened, i wish i could wake up all over again and re-do everything. I wish i never called you and made you want me to call you. I wish we never fought as much as we fought. I can only wish so many things, but if i had one wish it would be to have no wishes at all. You never loved me, cared for me or missed me. Your a faker, a phony, a liar, a cheater and so many much more things i could name right about now. You fucked with my feelings, and knowing that that's all you wanted fucking kills me inside. SO fuck your feelings, all i ever wanted to do was make you happy with or without me. guess your without me now and you're doing fine, not like you show that your hurt or anything even though you pretend you are. Your just a poisioned apple that my mom told me about a billion times and i kept going in to bite it, and when i finally bit it.. i forever sleep now until my prince charming goes and kisses me upon my lips. Something you will never understand, something you will never do because you do not understand the meaning of love. You only understand the meaning of f u c k. Either " let's fuck" or " fuck you" to anything that moves. I know you could care less about me, and that's what hurts inside. But to grow up and mature, is to let the ones you once loved behind. You were the thing i most cared about. guess it's over now babe.
guess forever doesn't exist if were not together, even though your forever tattooed across my pretty little demented heart.
i do love you, as much as you hurt me. As much as you've thrown me around and broken me into two.. i do love you after all this. Always have.. always will.
xo

MY FACE IS BREAKING OUT :@

Last thing i need is my fucking face breaking out, ftw

pictures

First image clearly doesn't even look like me and i'm so frustrated right now because my face is breaking out like i don't need you to break out face, break back in. Second of all, i eat nutella out of the jar no biggie. Thirdly i got money and i don't know what i wanna spend it on right now. I think i might just save it for when it comes time to spending it on the thing that i know i will. A dress and a ticket to go to the party if im allowed and my friend is allowed HOLLA im out.

living proof i give the middle finger way to much

You know that saying " if you have nothing nice to say don't say it at all"
id just be like alright i will show it, and give the fingerrrrrrrr

let the summer begin.

HOLY BURNT TOAST, this hurts. :(

i miss her.

I feel as if a part of me went missing, when you were gone. I feel like we were so close, too close that i can never be as close as i was with you with anyone else. You were basically just like my sister, i could tell you anything and everything and you would give me advice and help me out and be there for me whenever i needed you to be there for me. EVEN if it was at 1:00 in the morning. Now that we fought over the dumbest shit ever, and we realized our mistakes. I believe i see now how many good memories i had with you, and how i would like to turn back time and make a million more. Hopefully things could go back to the way it use to be or ten times better. So many missed memories, so many things we can fix, NONE of this i regret with you because i told you before and i promised you. I wanted to grow old with you and race you in our old age home with our wheel chairs. We just need to forget about our past and start off with a clean slate. Please let this summer be a summer to remember, an insane summer that i won't regret or forget at all.

clau bear

aw i miss her already(L)

A girl can dream can't she?

summer twenty ten to do list

There is so many things i want and so many things i would like to do this summer but i can't chose I'm so excited but so bored right now, it's the beginning hopefully the end won't look like this at all.
1. Go to a beach
2. Get wasted with a bunch of friends
3. Go to a club/party and do whatever
4. Skinny dip
5. Have a party at my house
6. Go to La Ronde and get on two big rides
7. Maybe Make it to Warped tour?
8. See a band
9. Get a nice tan
10. Get blond highlights
11. Take a billion pictures with all my friends
12. Make a fire in the forest

That's all i have so far, i will probably add more later on.