Do you just use me, as in to call me your girl? Because if you do that, i don't want to waste my time on someone who doesn't even love me. You say, don't talk to guys, don't even look at them. I don't. You write in a message, i miss you with a heart. Oh alright there buddy. AND SOME GIRL writes on your wall jtm, i love you reallyod. HEART WERECKED. i have one more thing to say, good bye......... forever

suck it

money money money

Hi there, i just want everything.

; nose hoop - 25 $
; double nostril - 25 $ + 10 = 35 $
; lip 50 $
; trageus 40 $
; cartilage 60 $


; shirts $ 75
; shoes $ 100

total - 385 !

well it's not a lot, but like half the things are piercings and piercings are expensive.. goodbye money.
First pay check i get, bye!

you read my mind

I think i'm pretty much done asking for things all the time when i fucking get " yeah next week", " yeah tuesday".. i think maybe tuesday will be when i'm fifty years old when i already passed and lived half my fucking life. WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO LIE TO ME, tell me the truth don't over whelm me when you say something i want to hear. JESUS CAT FISH. Plus i think i'm done with, the fact you can piss me off but i can't piss you off. IT DOESN'T WORK ONE WAY!

hey you, can i rip your head off?

" so kiss me like you did, my heart stop beating" - the used.
I had that lyric stuck in my head when we started kissing a million times. You still owe me a million more because of how many times you didn't kiss me when you were suppose too. If only we can fight like we do all the time, like we did yesterday. It took us five minutes to apologize and talk it out. Why do we have to be so stubborn when we are on the phone? or when were talking on the computer? Why do we fight and yell all the time? why can't we just work it out like were suppose to. I know we say we will do it all the time but it feels like we never do it..

So please kiss me like you do, because every time you do my heart does stop beating. It misses a beat because i feel like every time i look in your eyes i fall right back in love again. Not like i stop loving you i just love you even more when you look at me with those big brown eyes. You don't really know how much you mean to me and you don't really know how much i care. I may act like i don't but i really do. I can't stop caring and i don't think i will ever stop. Not like i am.. but anyways.
Whatever you do to me, i forgive but i will never forget. I can't really stand being in the same class with the girl who almost tore us apart. Who you almost let her tear us apart. I don't get it, i can't grasp the feeling anymore. Can i rip her head off? Please.. i think it will make me feel so much better knowing she has no head to talk to.

i need a hair cut..

i got a gold chain, i'm on cocaine

Nobody's going to break me or put me down anymore, i am so not putting up with everyone's shit. You talk shit about me behind my back, or i do so. Fuck you, your out of my life i don't need you. It's not like your going to be there for me when I'm on my death bed so fuck you and go have fun getting your ass fucking kicked by bitches who give a shit about what you say. TOODALOO motha fucka

your just another black cloud following me around, what's going to happen if my umbrella goes up? or the sun comes out?

howdy do da day

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Nicole
Birth Date: January 12
Current Location: Laval Quebec
Hair Color: dirty blond
Righty/Lefty: Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Death
Your dream of the perfect date: just gazing at the stars.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: why the fuck did my alarm clock not go off
Your best physical feature: i really like my feet.
Your bed time: Whenever i want
Your most missed memory: last summer, when everything was better

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Either.
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: No
Cuss: Yes
Take showers: Daily almost
Have a crush: no
Like school: sometimes, depends
Believe in yourself: depends
Believe what goes around comes around: TRULY
Believe everything happens for a reason: yes.
Think you’re a health freak: i can be.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: Yes, today.
Been on stage: no i have not
Eaten sushi: no i have not.
Been hurt: yes.
Dyed your hair: yes.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: LMAO yes
Kissed the same sex: Yes
Got beaten up: No
Changed who you were to fit in: Yes, but fuck it i only live once so I'ma be what i set out to be

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: whenever i know i'm in love
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 2

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: blue
Hair color: blond/brown
Short or long hair: shaggy
Fat or fit: Average/fit
Looks or personality: i would love both :)
Fun or serious: Both

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: thinking about how hungry i am
1 HOUR AGO: peeing
1 WEEK AGO: chilling by myself
1 YEAR AGO: probably hanging out with sarah

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I feel: hungry
I hate: features on my body
I hide: my face when I'm crying
I need: money
I love: neon colors.

LAYER 12: FAVORITES.
Band/Singers: forever the sickest kids, all american rejects
Color: Barney purple, Sky blue
Food: chicken(L)
Thing to do: kiss my boy(L)

LAYER 13: RANDOM.
How long have you known your best friend?: less than a two years
When’s the last time you kissed someone?: wednesday
What’s your middle name?: kimberly
What are you excited for?: birthday
Do you have any saved texts on your phone?: yes i do
What’s something random about you?: i like finding photos that express myself.