You took me from my life, I feel like i'm living in a nightmare i don't even bother getting comfy with people anymore because every time i'm happy with my life, some one has to rip me from my happiness, no big MY feelings don't count, nobody gives a fuck so why the fuck should i give a fuck about how you fucking feel?
I had a good life, i had friends who would hang out with me at school and after school if we asked to chill. I had a bus pass to take me anywhere i wanted like my boy friends house, the mall or the movies. Now i can't go shit any where because there is nothing to do in this shit town, fun fucking life right? i fucking hate you right now and i don't think i can ever forgive you for doing this to me.
my school is fucked up
my relationships with friends is fucked up.
i care,
you don't
Fuck my happiness.
I miss my old life, my old house, my friends, my boyfriend.
i miss waking up and taking the city bus in the morning
i miss taking the bus after school
i miss school
i miss going to my boyfriends house every weekend
i miss being able to be independent and not depending on you driving me every where,
i miss being happy.
depressed is what i should be, because every time i do get happy, OH LOOK LETS FUCKING MOVE BECAUSE NICOLES FUCKING HAPPY.
d e p r e s s i o n.
i need help.
i need to talk to someone.
i need to let my anger out.
i need to move back, before i hurt more.
i need to get out of this place.
please please please, let's move back..
