Love happens, it is so incredibly messy. People around you can't comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can't see. They can't see the invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when you're in love. It's inconvenient and painful and devasting at times but we can't live without it. What you don't learn is how hard love is, how much work it takes, how much of ourselves we have to put into it, how it isn't worht it until we are complete and utter idiots about it.

Love isn't her calming you down, when you yell. It's her yelling just as loud , just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and keep you grounded.

It's right after a long fight that drains the life and bones right out of you both, and yet her showing up at your door the next morning anyways, it's not her saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you, so no, it's not her caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be okay. it's her standing there admitting she's just as scared as you are.

andrew landon

Do you just use me, as in to call me your girl? Because if you do that, i don't want to waste my time on someone who doesn't even love me. You say, don't talk to guys, don't even look at them. I don't. You write in a message, i miss you with a heart. Oh alright there buddy. AND SOME GIRL writes on your wall jtm, i love you reallyod. HEART WERECKED. i have one more thing to say, good bye......... forever

suck it

money money money

Hi there, i just want everything.

; nose hoop - 25 $
; double nostril - 25 $ + 10 = 35 $
; lip 50 $
; trageus 40 $
; cartilage 60 $


; shirts $ 75
; shoes $ 100

total - 385 !

well it's not a lot, but like half the things are piercings and piercings are expensive.. goodbye money.
First pay check i get, bye!

you read my mind

I think i'm pretty much done asking for things all the time when i fucking get " yeah next week", " yeah tuesday".. i think maybe tuesday will be when i'm fifty years old when i already passed and lived half my fucking life. WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO LIE TO ME, tell me the truth don't over whelm me when you say something i want to hear. JESUS CAT FISH. Plus i think i'm done with, the fact you can piss me off but i can't piss you off. IT DOESN'T WORK ONE WAY!

hey you, can i rip your head off?

" so kiss me like you did, my heart stop beating" - the used.
I had that lyric stuck in my head when we started kissing a million times. You still owe me a million more because of how many times you didn't kiss me when you were suppose too. If only we can fight like we do all the time, like we did yesterday. It took us five minutes to apologize and talk it out. Why do we have to be so stubborn when we are on the phone? or when were talking on the computer? Why do we fight and yell all the time? why can't we just work it out like were suppose to. I know we say we will do it all the time but it feels like we never do it..

So please kiss me like you do, because every time you do my heart does stop beating. It misses a beat because i feel like every time i look in your eyes i fall right back in love again. Not like i stop loving you i just love you even more when you look at me with those big brown eyes. You don't really know how much you mean to me and you don't really know how much i care. I may act like i don't but i really do. I can't stop caring and i don't think i will ever stop. Not like i am.. but anyways.
Whatever you do to me, i forgive but i will never forget. I can't really stand being in the same class with the girl who almost tore us apart. Who you almost let her tear us apart. I don't get it, i can't grasp the feeling anymore. Can i rip her head off? Please.. i think it will make me feel so much better knowing she has no head to talk to.