i need a hair cut..

i got a gold chain, i'm on cocaine

Nobody's going to break me or put me down anymore, i am so not putting up with everyone's shit. You talk shit about me behind my back, or i do so. Fuck you, your out of my life i don't need you. It's not like your going to be there for me when I'm on my death bed so fuck you and go have fun getting your ass fucking kicked by bitches who give a shit about what you say. TOODALOO motha fucka

your just another black cloud following me around, what's going to happen if my umbrella goes up? or the sun comes out?

howdy do da day

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Nicole
Birth Date: January 12
Current Location: Laval Quebec
Hair Color: dirty blond
Righty/Lefty: Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Death
Your dream of the perfect date: just gazing at the stars.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: why the fuck did my alarm clock not go off
Your best physical feature: i really like my feet.
Your bed time: Whenever i want
Your most missed memory: last summer, when everything was better

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Either.
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: No
Cuss: Yes
Take showers: Daily almost
Have a crush: no
Like school: sometimes, depends
Believe in yourself: depends
Believe what goes around comes around: TRULY
Believe everything happens for a reason: yes.
Think you’re a health freak: i can be.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: Yes, today.
Been on stage: no i have not
Eaten sushi: no i have not.
Been hurt: yes.
Dyed your hair: yes.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: LMAO yes
Kissed the same sex: Yes
Got beaten up: No
Changed who you were to fit in: Yes, but fuck it i only live once so I'ma be what i set out to be

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: whenever i know i'm in love
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 2

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: blue
Hair color: blond/brown
Short or long hair: shaggy
Fat or fit: Average/fit
Looks or personality: i would love both :)
Fun or serious: Both

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: thinking about how hungry i am
1 HOUR AGO: peeing
1 WEEK AGO: chilling by myself
1 YEAR AGO: probably hanging out with sarah

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I feel: hungry
I hate: features on my body
I hide: my face when I'm crying
I need: money
I love: neon colors.

LAYER 12: FAVORITES.
Band/Singers: forever the sickest kids, all american rejects
Color: Barney purple, Sky blue
Food: chicken(L)
Thing to do: kiss my boy(L)

LAYER 13: RANDOM.
How long have you known your best friend?: less than a two years
When’s the last time you kissed someone?: wednesday
What’s your middle name?: kimberly
What are you excited for?: birthday
Do you have any saved texts on your phone?: yes i do
What’s something random about you?: i like finding photos that express myself.

damage is done

secret confession : i wish i didn't have the feel or need to impress someone all the time, or to look pretty and sit there and be dumb, i wish i had the balls to go out to the movies in sweats no make up on and a baggy t. I wish i couldn't give a fuck about what people thought about me, whether I'm tall, skinny, fat, short, ugly, pretty. I wish i didn't have to worry about anything about the way i looked. I wish people never called me beautiful, or pretty, or ugly. I wish mirrors didn't exist so we don't have to see what we look like 24/7 . ramble ramble rage vent ramble rage vent.

secret confession 2: i wish i never was on the vurge of crying in cute movies, i always picture myself in their shoes and i know some movies are not based on a true story but it does happen in real life other than the happily ever after part. Hannah montana movie you suck for making me have tears in my eyes.